Starting to feel a little emo lately. I applied to so many jobs (approximately more than 40 of my resumes have been sent) and I only got less than 5 replies. Luckily I had two interviews but they were both in retail. I really wonder why so little companies gave me a chance...I mean an interview is good enough for me =(
I need to pay rent for my off campus house which totals around $430 ish every month. Unfortunately the rent is a yearly contract so even though I am not living there for three months I must pay the monthly room ment (excluding utilities). Working part-time really isn't doing it for me especially when they are only paying me minimum wage. I mean I can pay off the monthly rent but I want to save some money for the future. Aside from all the saving and paying off I need some money for myself to spend. Can you imagine an university student not hanging out with her friends in the summer? Seriously that ain't going to be how I will live. It makes me sad to finally realize the importance of money. My parents don't like the idea of me working because they think I will only think about MONEY when I work. Yes of course, who wouldn't? But my lack of employment history is what I think has contributed to my unsuccessful job hunt. My best friend once said that I will understand why beautiful young ladies marry old wrinkly rich man. It makes me sad to know that I actually understand why they do that.
I think I am a really hard-working person and I get decent marks in University even though I am not extremely bright (my ex once said I am not the sharpest pencil in the box which had a big impact on me as you can see). It's sad don't you think that we are all born with a limited IQ or EQ. I mean we can all try our hardest but there's a limit to everything. Anyways right now my situation isn't good, I donm't mind waking up early, sleeping early, going home around 6 or 7 pm everyday. But my life is barely exciting. Do you guys lead the same lifestyles? When I go home I just watch a bit of dramas, eat, work on my club stuff, watch a bit of drama, exericse and sleep. Even the exercise part has become a 'if you are free then do' thing. I really wish I can exercise daily but I have so much to do each day so I rather spend my free time just sitting down and enjoying my anime or dramas =)
Anyhow I'm just a bit bogged down after discovering how important money is. My dream is to work in Japan and Hong Kong. That kind of dream won't be fulfilled unless I make enough money and start saving it. I am sure lots of you are doing the same thing or have been in my position. I know that seriously my situation isn't bad at all but it just saddens me that to reach my dream I will need to try a lot harder. However after knowing where I am in life and how far I am from my dream, I have made my mind set to a certain goal. I hope everyone fulfills their dream and not give up. Writing this in my blog actually made me happier =)
If anyone feels like their dream is impossible to succeed or anything, just don't give up. If you have a passion for it then there is a chance !!!
and just for laughs...

Yah I would punch the person who made this sign...credits: soompi