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How long has it been since my last entry?
Must be a long time.
Why am I writing now?

Life has been pretty good ever since I left this blog. I now have 2 jobs and yes that means I work 6 days per week. One of my jobs is a monday-friday (9-5pm) job while the other one is a part-job that I have retained since the beginning of my summer (every sunda from around 11am - 6pm). Today I am officially sick. I had to go home and sleep but to only realize it was worse because I woke up dizzy and wanted to barf. My parents did not only ignore me but yelled at me for not sleeping. I think I wrote an entry about the importance of money a while ago an it is time for me to explain at has happened to me the last few months.

THIS NEW JOB that I got myself into is giving me very good pay but is located in downtown which is approximately a 2 hour transportation sucking time waster. I wake up around 6:15 am and find myself home around 7:15pm...happy? I don't think so. What I love about this job is that it's relaxing and no one cares when you take breaks, it's an honour system of rather or not you want to write down the exact length of time your breaks lasted. I get to leave early on fridays (awesome) and to my surprise my parents want me to keep working and no...seems like they don't think I am human. Today, after knowing I am in extremely horrible condition I realized how much parents don't care and just want money. I mean I guess they do care but I live a miserable life right now (2 jobs, 6 days a week...and I haven't included all the other stuff).

I am the Co-President of a cultural club in my university. Most of you may realize that clubs in university are rather different than the kiddy ones in high school (I have been involved in high school ones too). I take the time to find sponsors and sometimes end up at home around 10:30pm (yep..u got that right I bus in the darkkkkkkkkk). I actually just got my G licence last week (through weeks of hard training with my dad...yah we didn't even hire a proper driving teacher) but actually passed =3. After I passed no one really said I did a good job, I was like ok...wtf just happened to my life?

Every summer has been pretty bad with my parents. Most asian parents disapprove of everything you do, from the concern about marks to your boyfriend. I love my boyfriend right now and have never been happier. They disapprove him and make me coem home at 9:30pm --> NINE THIRTYPM...LIKE FUCK I'M 20000000000000 YRS OLD.

So life has sucked pretty much. I wish none of u have to work 6 days a week, only get 2 hours for yourself every night, get yelled at from parents for not getting a scholarhip in school (I'm sorry I'm dumb), get yelled at for being the co-prez of a club because it's stupid, get yelled at because you are fat, get yelled at because you are helping your parents buy stuff from hk but they don't come even though u asked all ur friends, get yelled at because u come home late (oh fuck right 11:00pm = late), get yelled at for making a cake for ur bday because U USED THE OVEN that never got dirty, got yelled at because u r hungry when dinner is always at 9pm intsead of 7 pm, got yelled at because u want to go to the kitchen for a drink (this one is pretty unreasonable), got yelled at because u r using the phone (because parents don't want to know u rn't studying when it's fucking summer), got yelled at because u r on ur laptop and watching tv....................

that's my rant.
meanwhile i will come back and upload music for those of u who actually missed me.

i'm tired
dead tired.
so sad.
today i called my mom during my break and she told me that she bought kfc for me so i can come back home and eat it. and i was so happy...i practically had tears flowing down my cheeks. it's sad when all that it takes to make u happy is absolutely fat-filled unhealthy foods. damn.

[Album] Luna Sea Memorial Cover Album Rebirth



Just so you know, all these songs were originally written and composed by Luna Sea but they were just sung by other artists.

1. "Dejavu" (Mucc)
2. "Sweetest Coma Again" (Abingdon Boys School)
3. "Storm" (Nami Tamaki)
4. "Precious..." (Merry)
5. "Rosier" (High and Mighty Color)
6. "I for You" (Juichi Morishige)
7. "In My Dream (With Shiver)" (LM.C)
8. "End of Sorrow" (Yu-Ki & DJ Koo of TRF)
9. "Love Song" (Kannivalism)
10. "Shine" (Marty Friedman Vs. Legend Feat. Shinichiro Suzuki)
11. "Wish"" (Sid)
12. "Moon" (Masami Tsuchiya) 6

Download: click click!


No comments because...I'm tired -.-

today i am in a big rush
i don't even know what i have been doing the entire day since i have no work today -.-
tomorrow is anime north and i just realized that my cousin has a table but not in the dealer's room..it's called something else...so i quickly found some phone straps and keychains and started tagging prices on them =D

any readers here that will go to anime north?
ok..quick update!

[Single] Ayaka - Okaeri



Download: click click!

Comments:
This is the ED song to a jdrama that is airing right now called Absolute Boyfriend. When it first played after the first episode I was like WOW. Ayaka's voice is very special because it's especially deep unlike most artists nowadays. Her voice is really thick and not thin/unsteady which is the case for most FEMALE artists =)
I actually bought her first album without listening to any of her songs..or was it one but I really liked the cover so I'm like 'mea' might as well =)
There are 3 songs in this single. If I had money I would buy this single too. But tomorrow is Anime North...so that would be impossible.

Rating: 4.1/5.0 -- pretty good for a single

Sometimes I wish I had more patience and time to write a detailed review about each album that I upload ... Today I passed by a blog called jpop4u and I briefly skimmed through the reviews and was greatly impressed. I hope that blog does well because I see a lot of potential in the author's writing. I am wearing a t-shirt, which is underneath a thin sweater, which is underneath a cotton sweater...You guessed it...I'M FRIGG'N FREEZING/////

I don't know what happened to Toronto but it seems like autumn here. Did the icebergs from the north finally drift south enough to cause a climate change or is this a result of the ozone. Man I suck in these environmental stuff.

By the way...I am pretty sure everyone here has heard of the earthquake in China. My club and many others are selling those plastic bracelet stuff to raise awareness and also to collect money and donate it to the people of SiChuan. If anyone is interested and lives in toronto...reply?? haha...then you can meet me in person too =D



I just realized that this is her fourth album and it's her worst one in terms of sales. How sad.

[Album] melody. - Lei Aloha



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Number of discs (or other units): 1
Release Date: 2008/04/09
Price: 2667yen

Comments:
It really does seem like an average album. I've always liked her songs though. I just remember listening to her song which happened to be the OP for the jdrama Dragon Zakura. Her voice is so sweet =) I do feel this summer breeze when listening to her songs..very good summer feel =)
Alright...it's really a mediocre album but none of the songs are too intense so you can listen to them while studying or working kaka. Ok so it's time to focus on one song. I really like the first actual song 'Say Hello' because the beginning of the song has really great instrumentals and leads you to imagine some extremely sad song but in actual fact it's not. melody. actually breaks the music with a echo-ish voice and makes u think heavennnnn haha.

Starting to feel a little emo lately. I applied to so many jobs (approximately more than 40 of my resumes have been sent) and I only got less than 5 replies. Luckily I had two interviews but they were both in retail. I really wonder why so little companies gave me a chance...I mean an interview is good enough for me =(

I need to pay rent for my off campus house which totals around $430 ish every month. Unfortunately the rent is a yearly contract so even though I am not living there for three months I must pay the monthly room ment (excluding utilities). Working part-time really isn't doing it for me especially when they are only paying me minimum wage. I mean I can pay off the monthly rent but I want to save some money for the future. Aside from all the saving and paying off I need some money for myself to spend. Can you imagine an university student not hanging out with her friends in the summer? Seriously that ain't going to be how I will live. It makes me sad to finally realize the importance of money. My parents don't like the idea of me working because they think I will only think about MONEY when I work. Yes of course, who wouldn't? But my lack of employment history is what I think has contributed to my unsuccessful job hunt. My best friend once said that I will understand why beautiful young ladies marry old wrinkly rich man. It makes me sad to know that I actually understand why they do that.

I think I am a really hard-working person and I get decent marks in University even though I am not extremely bright (my ex once said I am not the sharpest pencil in the box which had a big impact on me as you can see). It's sad don't you think that we are all born with a limited IQ or EQ. I mean we can all try our hardest but there's a limit to everything. Anyways right now my situation isn't good, I donm't mind waking up early, sleeping early, going home around 6 or 7 pm everyday. But my life is barely exciting. Do you guys lead the same lifestyles? When I go home I just watch a bit of dramas, eat, work on my club stuff, watch a bit of drama, exericse and sleep. Even the exercise part has become a 'if you are free then do' thing. I really wish I can exercise daily but I have so much to do each day so I rather spend my free time just sitting down and enjoying my anime or dramas =)

Anyhow I'm just a bit bogged down after discovering how important money is. My dream is to work in Japan and Hong Kong. That kind of dream won't be fulfilled unless I make enough money and start saving it. I am sure lots of you are doing the same thing or have been in my position. I know that seriously my situation isn't bad at all but it just saddens me that to reach my dream I will need to try a lot harder. However after knowing where I am in life and how far I am from my dream, I have made my mind set to a certain goal. I hope everyone fulfills their dream and not give up. Writing this in my blog actually made me happier =)

If anyone feels like their dream is impossible to succeed or anything, just don't give up. If you have a passion for it then there is a chance !!!

and just for laughs...



Yah I would punch the person who made this sign...credits: soompi